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Jun. 3rd, 2010

Writer's Block: TMI

If you had the opportunity to know everything about the person you love, would you take it? Or would you avoid the possibility of getting hurt?

Why would you want to know everything?  That takes the fun out of a relationship and it becomes boring.  I'd so much rather just go into things fresh then know everything about his past...I'll learn it soon enough and if I don't, then there's a reason and he's entitled to withhold that information.

June 3, 2010 12:57 pm

Well today is definetly better than yesterday.  I dunno I was in such a major funk that I couldn't seem to focus on anything positive.  But I talked to J.R. about it all and now I feel considerably better because he snapped me out of it.  I just can't control it sometimes...it builds and builds until I have to do something to let it all out.  Anywho, I'm hungry, but I'm not going to go eat because I don't have any money, but I'm also waiting until I get off work cuz I'm going to stop at Benny's by my house and get some CHINESE FOOD!!! lol.  I am a sucker for chinese food and since I don't have to put gas in the Scion Xb today I can reward myself.  Goodness just thinking about that wonderful food has me drooling.  I miss my baby, there's never been a truer statement in my life.  He is wonderful and loving and it feels so right to be in his arms.  I am so lucky to have what I have and I count my blessings everyday.  Well...toodaloo


Jun. 2nd, 2010

Writer's Block: Oh no not I

How do you recover from a bad break-up? The proverbial pint of ice cream? Quality time alone? Going out with friends? What are your personal healing strategies?

I just completely ignore the situation and go about my business like I was never in a relationship...it's kinda scary how easy that really is for me lol

My *public* post June 2, 2010

Ok warning here, I am a little cranky.  I'm at work right now, ready to go home after a long night and a long day.  I just spilled my heart out to my private journal so I do feel better sort of.  I'd say I'm more at peace than anything.  I think I've let a lot of my insecurities go for the day.  God only knows I'll be back if I haven't, but that's why I love LJ...you can say or do whatever and not be judged for it [when in private] but other than all that bull-ish I am having a good day.  Baby is in an excellent mood and life at the shop seems to be going well for him.  He's just made the move to full time peircer recently and life seems to be treating him fairly well.  I haven't heard anything else on the ex thankfully in a long time so maybe he's cooled his jets and will start paying attention to the poor girl he has trapted now.  I'm going to be judgmental here...she's a bit trashy...but hey I dumped him right?  lol It actually warms my heart a bit that I found someone who is amazing to me in every way that dumb dumb never was and dumb dumb himself is still struggling.  But eh that's life can't get too overconfident with things or I could land on my ass as well.  Anywho...

Had Isis (my parakeet or budgie) out last night and he seems to be getting used to me for once.  It's only been a little bit so I understand that he's still shy and frightened.  I just hope that I can get him to like me.  lol It seems silly but since I've lost Ashes [my 15 year kitty companion] life has had little meaning around the house until I got Isis.  I have another cat, Misty who is still my girl and all but I miss Ashes painfully.  I feel as if there is a hole where he used to be in my heart.   But, life eventually leads to death so I will eventually get over it.  ... well maybe I should do some work =]

Jun. 1st, 2010

9:10 pm June 1, 2010

Well, I am sitting in my bed watching Ren & Stimpy listening to my budgie Isis chirp his brains out lol.  He thinks he's having a conversation with the TV which is hilarious lol.  I'm doing much better than I was earlier I'd forgotten how much LJ could soothe me.  lol I like posting on all the stuff around the website.  Now I'm just waiting for my baby to get off work at the tattoo shop so I can go see him and the day will be complete.  Night kids =]

Writer's Block: Object of my affection

You may have heard about the woman who married the Eiffel Tower. If you had to marry an object, what object would you choose, and why?

Haha I don't think it's a good idea for that question to be answered ;-] lol

Writer's Block: Do-over!

If you were given a life do-over card, would you keep it or give it to a friend? If you kept it, would you prefer to be born to the same or different parents? Would you want to keep your memories?

I would keep it, but I would like to be with the same parents and I would like to just do better in my life and relationships, but then again I like the way I am I've worked hard to get where I am at in life and I'm enjoying the benefits of hard work...

Just so everyone knows

this is me:

Writer's Block: Gadget Conundrum

You're going on your dream vacation and you can only take one gadget with you. Camera, music player, cell phone, laptop or something else – what do you bring and why? Which other ones would you miss most?

My blackberry storm 2 because I can do everything on that, talk txt email internet messenger etc...

Writer's Block: Bone appetit!

If your pet were arranging a dinner party, who do you think they would invite and what would they serve?

Well my cat Misty is a bit bratty so I believe she would invite all the other bratty cattys from the neighborhood over to eat my bird that she constantly stares at everyday...poor Isis (bird)

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